happy birthday to me!
today, i turn 19 n i feel old. (ONE MORE YR N I'LL HV 2 FAT CANDLES ON MY CAKE!!) but other than tt, 19 is no diff frm being 18. come to tink of it, tis yr has been really eventful with alot of ups n downs. but in tis one yr, i believe i hv come a long way to become a better person in general n to be frank, i'm quite proud of the "joy" i am today. naturally, i wld not hv come so far w/o the love n utmost support of everyone around me.
to a certain extent, i tink i'm rather fortunate n hv been really protected since the day i emerged naked n crying frm my mom's womb. my tough times hv nv been really tough n there was always someone there to help carry my burdens n shelter me frm the rain. even aft getting voluntarily hurt, i hv always had heaps of ppl standing by me. in the beginning, i chose to mope around in self-pity, feeling lonely despite everyone's care n concern, resentful tt i was not fortunate enough. it took a really long time for me to finally see the angels all around me n i thank god everyday tt they hv stood by.
before today, i was an emotional wreck. taking a day-off frm sch to do some self-reflection n revaluation of priorities did wonders for my soul. i'm also lucky enough to hv a wonderful, supporting family to take me out for movies when bratty me demanded it. i actually stomped my feet n went "i wan i wan i wan". lolx.
anyway, when i was feeling down in the dumps, forgotten n abandoned, i did tis "happy bdae" thingy for myself. its quite pretty (in my opinion) but its rather un-birthday.
but suddenly, i see an inkling of a rainbow at the end of my thunderstorm. today has been a wonderful day with alot of ppl taking the effort to make it happen for me. i was touched guys. only shock n pure surprise prevented me frm crying tears of gratitude tis afternoon. for all ur sacrifices n wks of planning, i really dunno wat to say but thank you so so so much.
n for everyone else tt rmbred, ur simple gestures do make my day alot more sunshiney. is there such a wrd? haha.. thank you thank you thank you.
=D
to a certain extent, i tink i'm rather fortunate n hv been really protected since the day i emerged naked n crying frm my mom's womb. my tough times hv nv been really tough n there was always someone there to help carry my burdens n shelter me frm the rain. even aft getting voluntarily hurt, i hv always had heaps of ppl standing by me. in the beginning, i chose to mope around in self-pity, feeling lonely despite everyone's care n concern, resentful tt i was not fortunate enough. it took a really long time for me to finally see the angels all around me n i thank god everyday tt they hv stood by.
before today, i was an emotional wreck. taking a day-off frm sch to do some self-reflection n revaluation of priorities did wonders for my soul. i'm also lucky enough to hv a wonderful, supporting family to take me out for movies when bratty me demanded it. i actually stomped my feet n went "i wan i wan i wan". lolx.
anyway, when i was feeling down in the dumps, forgotten n abandoned, i did tis "happy bdae" thingy for myself. its quite pretty (in my opinion) but its rather un-birthday.
but suddenly, i see an inkling of a rainbow at the end of my thunderstorm. today has been a wonderful day with alot of ppl taking the effort to make it happen for me. i was touched guys. only shock n pure surprise prevented me frm crying tears of gratitude tis afternoon. for all ur sacrifices n wks of planning, i really dunno wat to say but thank you so so so much.
n for everyone else tt rmbred, ur simple gestures do make my day alot more sunshiney. is there such a wrd? haha.. thank you thank you thank you.
=D
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